silverskeleton95

Hey long time no see about me writing something, well I. Think as you all are clearly noticing, A very very long while ago I decided to finally make my characters fully OCs.... And I never just ever were speaking about it. But well I just right now feel in mood to tell. It all started when I was on a Convention in a other city just watching all the artist with their stuff and mangas. There was once one I started talking to.... Because he made Fanart, but he also had original. But at that time I was only focusing on the fact he makes Fanart and makes money with it because I wanted to make commission and I was still drawing my characters as game characters and the story was on a good way... But I was talking more to that artist and he told me about his own made character and how much more he does love it than all that Fanart. And that... Changed me... Because I could feel this love how it feels if something is entirely your own made all by yourself and not get from any other media only you made it... It felt almost like... A child? At that moment I found out why people always call their OCs children and since then I wasn't able to shake that feeling off... I was there for months I was thinking if I can continue this still having them game characters, I wasn't just able to shake that feeling off... And as hard as it sounds... I didn't regret to make the choice I made today... It was devastating to me... But I made my game characters to entirely own OCs. You may think it was something good, and like I said it was but at that moment I was a nervous wreck I felt like a part of me was dying it was the most painful feeling I've ever had and they are fictional... But I did love them and their world but I had to what I had to do. It was Better to make them their own, to be fully themselves and be stable characters that can entirely be who they are And here I am now in my Journey. I did survive it and made them an entirely new world, and I feel like I am more work on it than ever before... And I dunno how many people gonna read this or will now see my OC but I do hope you do at least love them as much as I do... And if you read it till here, I just want to say, thanks for reading it I dunno why but I had to get that off my chest - WackyWitch